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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
With reference to BY's entry, he is not just a litttttttle taller than me. BY, at least 5 cm ok!!! haha.. I am trying hard to give up. Though he is nice and sweet, are these words for real? As what the gals said, it could all be sweet talk. Sweet talks never last. He can do this to me, can't he do this to other girls? Seriously, i do not know what he is thinking of. Apparently, he has not shown any indications. It could be pure friendship in his eyes but may appear as a crush to others. So i rather take it that he treats me a friend. Perhaps i am in self-denial but i can't sense it. I truly can't. Unless i lost my sensitivity, which i think i somehow did. *scratch head* It is in no doubt i possess 0% experience in this area of expertise. I need help but my closest confidante is against this idea. I tried to bring it up but fear her incessant scoldings. Kept asking me if i am going home with him. Jeez.. So it is better to shhhhh... It is pretty difficult to relate to daddy all this stuff (don't want another "lecture" from him which can last for an hr?) but i really needa talk to someone and pour out everything. For the 101th time, i don't think he likes me. Current feeling: sad and confused. Looking forward to the days where i can be rid of all these unnecessary troubles. I guess i am thinking too much. Damnz, exams are just round the corner and this thing has to happen. Can't it happen later? Or best that it never happened before.
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