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Saturday, November 04, 2006
It's ironic how things can get at times. Few hours after i published my entry, he msged me. With all the emotions choked up and getting moody for no particular reason, i let my curiosity get the better of me. I confessed, and as i expected, i didn't get the answer i wanted. I was heart broken. At that particular point in time, my heart beat vigorously and i felt myself choking up. I tried not to cry though i wanted to. I tried not to scream for fear my parents suspect something. I suppressed on and on... At times, tears welled up but i disallowed them to flow freely. I got to be strong. My friends had been great supporters. Thank you all so much. I really needed you guys at that point in time. This is not a matter which i can confide in my parents. My siblings and friends are the only people whom i can turn to. Bro was pretty pissed off. Wanted to find him and give him a piece of his mind. I guess that's not necessary? What's done been done. The feelings' not reciprocated.. and i got to accept it. It could be a one sided thingy all this while. I have no fate with the guys i like. It has always been a one sided thing. Guys may fancy me but i never once returned back that favour. I like him and the tables have turned on me. I shall concentrate fully on my studies till the time i graduate from poly and take this time to heal the pain. It hurts real badly. + thanks to all of u. u were there when i needed u. + chris, i appreciate it alot. thank you so much.
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