{[Perfect Escapade =-.]}

Got out of bed and prepared for school early this morning. A monotonous routine which i practice every weekday.
Lesson presumed as usual, still trying to get accustomed to the new team members in my group. The only ACC among a sea of FSV. Too bad stephie jie and i were assigned to different groups. Haiz...
Since i had to go home alone, those thoughts started roaming in my head once again. Came up to the point where i reverted back to a moody me. I'm quite sick of myself, allowing my moodswings to affect me these few days. I thought i was recovering well but seemed not.
Everything that happened the past few months replayed in my head over and over again. His words and actions are miles apart.
A nap in the afternoon didn't do any good. I was back to square one, and had problems concentrating on my revision of last week's tutorials. Time and again, i would drift away from what i was studying and get my brain cells all worked up, trying to seek reasons to his every action.
Till i was drained, i would turn back to my notes and bury in them for a little while before the same process took place again. So god damn sick of myself. Argh!!!!

"i love everyone but i only like u... only uuuuu"
"i dun need a person to solve my problems for me. I need a person who can make me happy. Can u do that?"
"dear..."




	Monday, November 06, 2006 Ups and Downs Got out of bed and prepared for school early this morning. A monotonous routine which i practice every weekday. Lesson presumed as usual, still trying to get accustomed to the new team members in my group. The only ACC among a sea of FSV. Too bad stephie jie and i were assigned to different groups. Haiz... Since i had to go home alone, those thoughts started roaming in my head once again. Came up to the point where i reverted back to a moody me. I'm quite sick of myself, allowing my moodswings to affect me these few days. I thought i was recovering well but seemed not. Everything that happened the past few months replayed in my head over and over again. His words and actions are miles apart. A nap in the afternoon didn't do any good. I was back to square one, and had problems concentrating on my revision of last week's tutorials. Time and again, i would drift away from what i was studying and get my brain cells all worked up, trying to seek reasons to his every action. Till i was drained, i would turn back to my notes and bury in them for a little while before the same process took place again. So god damn sick of myself. Argh!!!! "i love everyone but i only like u... only uuuuu" "i dun need a person to solve my problems for me. I need a person who can make me happy. Can u do that?" "dear..." Posted by Lynette at 7:30 PM		Me Lynette Lee Capricorn NTU (NBS) Loves Family Friends Food Tennis Wishes Healthy family and friends Do voluntary work More clothes and shoes! Chat Past September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 Dar'links Links Baoyi Dave Dezhi Dickson Edison Elaine Erwin Huiling Jocelyn Leonard Mingyang Pamela Qiqi Sinned Stephie Teresa Weisiong Yizhen My New Blog Friend credits Designer Eric Sim Pictures Foto Decadent Brushes and Textures Hybrid Genesis, Misprinted- Type, and Eric Sim Pattern Squidfingers