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Sunday, December 03, 2006
1 month.. 2 months.. 3 months and coming to 4 months, he wasn't in sight still. Someone came along and i hastily accepted after rejecting it once. Jason (my little ahbengboy), logged in 4-5 nights ago. His joy faded and turned into heartache after the truth was revealed to him. I broke his heart. He put on a brave front when he's online but right down, i had hurt him badly. It pained me. The times we shared together in maple more than half year back were pleasantly sweet. And i treasured it alot. Those were among the best times i had in maple. We planned our wedding, he sent out invitation cards... unfortunately, his account was hacked. The wedding was called off, his character couldn't be used and since then, lots of changes too place. However i still stayed by him. Up till today, i wonder what had gone through my mind at the point in time when i actually accepted my current maple bf. After he came back, instantaneously, i missed those times we had. How unfaithful can i be? Even in a virtual relationship, there are so many complications. What's more a real life scenario? I doubt i can handle relationships well. A total failure in this aspect of my life. Guess i'm just too immature and gullible. Haiz... i'm such a bitch. Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes I don't wanna say goodbye to you Love is one big illusion I should try to forget But there is something left in my head
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