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Sunday, January 07, 2007
2 tasks on hand to be completed before next weeks' lessons but here i am, punching the keys furiously on the keyboard. Amidst the ongoing chats and ready opened files to work on, my heart seemed to be elsewhere. Thinking through everything that had happened the past few days... Deep down inside of me, there are many dead knots and lots of burning questions which remain unanswered. Questions i want to ask but will never ask, and hence will just be locked up forever. Entangled feelings which will not loosen up unless i suffer from an immediate loss of memory. Sometimes, it's better to know less than to know everything. It hurts deeply. Thoughts come and go like lightning yet they create such an impact on everyone's lives. They are the ones that keep us thinking constantly, making our brains work round the clock. They are the causes of happiness, sadness, jealousy, fear, misery, frustration... How i wish my life was only filled with the formest. Life would have been so much better but that's unlikely to occur, or rather, will never occur. If only things were simpler.. if only i knew how to handle all the problems i face.. if only i hadthe courage to meet every challenge that came my way.. if only... i wouldn't be as troubled as what i am now. Facing the war of innermost emotions...
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