The day started out pleasantly, preparing to attend a wedding lunch held at Regent Hotel. It was my cousin's wedding. A cousin whom i wasn't even aware of existed, somehow. She, a young and mature 28, teaches at Nan Chiau Primary. One of the sister schools under Hokkien Huay Kuan.

Anyway, the lunch was rather enjoyable. Fancy me attending a wedding lunch for the first time. Pretty special. And Bryan Wong was present too! Lol. Not that girly compere/host but the Channel U's talent spotted Superhost [if i'm not wrong]. He's pretty good looking with a nice, manly build. I guess he captured more attention than the bridegroom. Oops. The funny thing was he giving out complimentary carpark tickets to drivers. "You need? You need? Carpark tickets!" Omg, like some pasar malam vendor.

After lunch, to avoid the solemnization of the newly weds, most of us left. My uncle fetched us home. On the way home, i saw a Zonda!!! One of the only two in Singapore. Wow, it was eye catching and simply gorgeous. It moves at top speed man. Few seconds before, it was behind us. Few seconds later, it overtook us and was nowhere to be seen. Holy cow...

Something horrible happened on the way home. I believe it's not worth mentioning. Heartbreaking. Things had been getting from bad to worse over the past few weeks. I'm helplessly lost. There's nothing i can do to salvage what's left. It's out of my reach. If only i held some power, had some say... things could have been slightly better.

After a good cry and penning it down, i guess i'm feeling much better now. Common tests are just round the corner. I want no such distractions anymore. It hurts terribly. And i really hope to see less of such episodes recurring in my life. Is there really a price to pay for everything good that comes with it? Can't we have the best of both worlds?

What an irony. One moment i was happy and all, the next moment, i was really disappointed and crying my eyes out. Sigh~