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Saturday, August 18, 2007
They had me crumbling...

I had them all screwed up. What's wrong with me?! I'm mad at myself.

The papers i sat for were twice as challenging and tricky as the previous semesters' papers. You've got it. I did horribly and way below my expectations for both papers.

My hopes pinned high on today's paper came crashing down. Aims no longer achievable, all squashed and i foresee my GPA dropping drastically. Perhaps the worst among all my semesters. Who knows?

I detest myself for allowing all of that to happen. But they already did, which i can do nothing about now.

I would very much like to sit for my remaining papers and get them over and done with. But i know the outcome will be undesirable. Sad to say, it was never once desirable in the first place.

The possibility of my entrance into NTU seem more distant and obscured. Now, the only worry is the likelihood of me securing a place in a local university. A diploma is never enough, at least to me.

Perhaps the only path i have left to take is to strive and give my best shot during attachment. Achieving an A with an above average GPA at the very least. I don't wish to see my current cumulative GPA taking a massive slide after all the hard work i had put in for the past 2 years. It's depressing. Fortunately or unfortunately, i'm very result oriented which greatly upset me when i do not perform well...

Why can't i ever feel numb to the dreadful outcome of every exam paper?! ARGH!!!



Posted by Lynette at 7:28 PM

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