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Things hadn't been getting any better. The thought of days picking up from an all time low is slowly fading. Seems like it's not possible. Merely three weeks into the job, there were times when i really felt like raising the white flag and scrambling off to my little hideout - a place oozing with protection and comfort.

I squashed the thought of continuing audit fieldwork after attachment, lest considering it. Guess i can conclude that auditing is never the type of job for me. Perhaps tracing, vouching, extracting figures and thinking of ways to better the working papers while analysing all the work i have done is not my cup of tea. It's tedious and overbearing. And i hate those dizzy spells which act up more frequently that ever due to my motion sickness.

Seriously, i want out. Well, some are going to say what a spoilt child i am, unable to take a little bit of hardship, complaining at every little thing that doesn't go her way, always waiting for people to spoon feed her, giving up so readily when the battle hasn't even started...

Perhaps so, but definitely not spoilt. Most likely accustomization issue, the likelihood that i'm not mature enough to take on such a big challenge in life or even over reliance on my parents all the while. I believe i got to start somewhere cos eventually, i will still need to go out into that cruel world to feed myself. This could be a good beginning and hopefully, something fruitful will come out of it.

Working life is definitely much more difficult than i had expected. The well protected environment i was in is drifting away. What beholds is a vast ocean and my survival depends solely on me. No longer is there a bed of roses for me to fall back on. Presumably a lifeline would be my immediate family members who can't always be there for me. I got to stand on my own feet at the end of the day. Time to be independent and be a grown up. This sucks.




	Thursday, September 20, 2007 Seems like it's never gonna be.... Things hadn't been getting any better. The thought of days picking up from an all time low is slowly fading. Seems like it's not possible. Merely three weeks into the job, there were times when i really felt like raising the white flag and scrambling off to my little hideout - a place oozing with protection and comfort. I squashed the thought of continuing audit fieldwork after attachment, lest considering it. Guess i can conclude that auditing is never the type of job for me. Perhaps tracing, vouching, extracting figures and thinking of ways to better the working papers while analysing all the work i have done is not my cup of tea. It's tedious and overbearing. And i hate those dizzy spells which act up more frequently that ever due to my motion sickness. Seriously, i want out. Well, some are going to say what a spoilt child i am, unable to take a little bit of hardship, complaining at every little thing that doesn't go her way, always waiting for people to spoon feed her, giving up so readily when the battle hasn't even started... Perhaps so, but definitely not spoilt. Most likely accustomization issue, the likelihood that i'm not mature enough to take on such a big challenge in life or even over reliance on my parents all the while. I believe i got to start somewhere cos eventually, i will still need to go out into that cruel world to feed myself. This could be a good beginning and hopefully, something fruitful will come out of it. Working life is definitely much more difficult than i had expected. The well protected environment i was in is drifting away. What beholds is a vast ocean and my survival depends solely on me. No longer is there a bed of roses for me to fall back on. Presumably a lifeline would be my immediate family members who can't always be there for me. I got to stand on my own feet at the end of the day. Time to be independent and be a grown up. This sucks. Posted by Lynette at 9:23 PM		Me Lynette Lee Capricorn NTU (NBS) Loves Family Friends Food Tennis Wishes Healthy family and friends Do voluntary work More clothes and shoes! Chat Past September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 Dar'links Links Baoyi Dave Dezhi Dickson Edison Elaine Erwin Huiling Jocelyn Leonard Mingyang Pamela Qiqi Sinned Stephie Teresa Weisiong Yizhen My New Blog Friend credits Designer Eric Sim Pictures Foto Decadent Brushes and Textures Hybrid Genesis, Misprinted- Type, and Eric Sim Pattern Squidfingers