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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Unknown to myself, my tolerance level has been dipping lower and lower. Tolerance in terms of patience... tolerance in terms of anger management... I flare up pretty easily when there are minor hiccups. Well, internally... not expressively. Just afraid that all hell breaks loose one day. Nasty sight, it definitely will be. Perhaps the limit has been reached. After so many years, I've just swallowed back all the negativity. I suppose it has peaked. Wonder how long more i can hold back... Like every other human, I have feelings as well. I do feel hurt, i do feel the sting. Just that i silently administer the wounds and the pain. Many a times, I know I had been used. Used for their benefits, taken advantage of... I've had enough. My life... what am i living for? Others before self? Or self before others? Sometimes, i perform the latter and feel the guilt of it all. Destined to make others happy? Posted by Lynette at |
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