Thursday, June 12, 2008
Final Day of Work

It's only during this period where one can truly relax and have fun, while awaiting for entry into the Uni. Come to think of it, it's barely 4 years before i embark on another new journey. 4 years seem so near yet so far. That will mark the start of another period of struggle and strive for survival. By then, reliance is no longer on the parents but on oneself.

This brings me back to the days in Poly where days flew by, and 3 years passed without my knowledge. Till graduation did this realisation slowly dwell in. During these 3 years, i found the true me.

It felt good to be myself, after hiding away in that shell for 5 long years. The years where i felt really lousy about myself. I didn't dare to speak out, poke fun nor be the true crazy me. All that was instilled in me was to study, study and more studying. I felt really sick of that life. Well, my parents never pushed me once. Just that peers around me did far better than i did. It was extremely pressurizing. Until the day where i received my O Level results, i was firm in my decision to take the Poly route.

At first, i wasn't sure if i made the right choice. But as days grew on, I knew how much I wanted this life from the start. A mixture of work and play. Nothing too serious. We joked and teased one another at anytime of the day. In lectures, tutorials and even project meet-ups. I thoroughly enjoyed the times we spent together in Poly. Coursemates... tennis pals... Oh so good! Honestly speaking, they were the best years in my life thus far.

This makdes me wonder what awaits for me in Uni... The next 3 years are the days where i'm going to make a punch in my life. I'm the director, scriptwriter and actress of my life. Whatever beholds... it's for you and me to find out.

Random: Right now, all i'm dreaming of is a makeover... >.<

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